Saturday, August 18, 2007 / 9:37 AM
Like this?
The fireworks were a spectacular sight to see, Something not worth giving a miss!
Oh this photograph was taken from the internet, i didn't manage to take any photographs due to my forgetfulness. (Ie. I didn't bring my camera!) =S
It's been pretty rough for me these few days, meeting bad customers just wasn't enough, my pay got delayed yet again! Something worth "celebrating"... It's frustrating not to be getting your pay, especially when you're really tight on cash.
That aside, Sometimes i just feel like i'm a big joke to others. Some seem to play around with my feelings, leaving me confused, not knowing what to do. Then they just leave you alone, without a word, like nothing's ever happened. It feels as though i'm hanging in mid-air. I'm just really sick of all this. So am I just a toy someone plays with, then throws away?
That's why, I choose to be me for now, as i don't want to get myself hurt again.
Saddest thing is, sometimes, the one who breaks your trust tends to be someone you've known for a long time and thought you could put your trust into.
How ironic, human emotions.
Sunday, August 12, 2007 / 7:56 AM
Fiqah, Myself and Huiling - Attachment buddies!!!
Fidah and I, mad duo 1,
Shang lao shi and I, Mad duo 2!
My K2 class (The playful ones)
My darlings, Ranen and Jerusha (Ray Ray and Jer Jer)!
My (Almost complete) ADORABLE K1 class! Missing them all =) (With teacher Ayu by the top left, who never fails to make us laugh with her cold jokes)
A picture says a thousand words, and they were the ones who really made my attachment days there really enjoyable! I miss the children, teachers, everyone! Espicially my little darlings, Jerusha and Ranen! They're really sweet children, I just smile whenever i think of them =)
Before...
After
It really makes a difference doesn't it, lines? This was the gift made for baby charlotte for her first birthday! Thought i'd do something special =) Was really an accomplishment as i managed to complete it in three days!
And i've one more to go... For my cousin's wedding!
Friday, August 3, 2007 / 9:15 AM
Dear Friend,
The going may get tough,
Things may have taken a bad turn,
But nevertheless, Hold on
Think of what you have
Think of those who are around you
And because of that, Hold on
Hang on, for those that cherish you
Hang on, for those of whom you cherish
Hang on, for yourself
I will pray for you
I will pray for everything to be alright
I will pray for your recovery
Hang on, dear friend...
Blessing you,
Madeline
Thursday, August 2, 2007 / 10:42 AM
I just can't stand the way you hurl your words at me anymore.
There is a limit to how much i can just bottle up.
And that's probably the reason why i would prefer to hang out late, work till late, anywhere better than being at home.
I'm so tired of hearing angry stories the moment i step into the house
I'm so sick of your sarcarsm, saying i don't have the time for the family but i do for my friends.
Do you see, however, that i make a conscious effort to try to spend time? And the only time I get to spend, you would rather spend telling angry stories or how much of a failure of a person I am and that i don't make an effort to spend time with the family or even bother about who's lying in hospital.
Do you mean it is wrong for me to go visit my friend, who's life is hanging on a thin line?
Do you understand that most of the time, its not that i don't WANT to take some bloody time off to go visit a relative who just got admitted into hospital, it's just that it's DIFFICULT for me to take time off!
You never give me a chance to speak. You never give me a chance to air what i think, because you only think that your mindset is absolute. As such i prefer to keep to myself and shut the doors of my heart from you.
But well, maybe you just don't see it.
