Thursday, August 2, 2007 / 10:42 AM
I just can't stand the way you hurl your words at me anymore.
There is a limit to how much i can just bottle up.
And that's probably the reason why i would prefer to hang out late, work till late, anywhere better than being at home.
I'm so tired of hearing angry stories the moment i step into the house
I'm so sick of your sarcarsm, saying i don't have the time for the family but i do for my friends.
Do you see, however, that i make a conscious effort to try to spend time? And the only time I get to spend, you would rather spend telling angry stories or how much of a failure of a person I am and that i don't make an effort to spend time with the family or even bother about who's lying in hospital.
Do you mean it is wrong for me to go visit my friend, who's life is hanging on a thin line?
Do you understand that most of the time, its not that i don't WANT to take some bloody time off to go visit a relative who just got admitted into hospital, it's just that it's DIFFICULT for me to take time off!
You never give me a chance to speak. You never give me a chance to air what i think, because you only think that your mindset is absolute. As such i prefer to keep to myself and shut the doors of my heart from you.
But well, maybe you just don't see it.
Me
I can be quiet
I can be loud
I can be reserved
I can be wild
I hate deception
I hate lies
I hate betrayal
All in all, No matter what happens,
Life still goes on =)
Life is like a puzzle;
Constructed, connected and arranged piece by piece;
Clench the teeth with perseverance;
All the suffering will end eventually;
Song in playing: Nickelback - Far Away
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
