Friday, July 27, 2007 / 8:19 AM
Friend: "You're a nice girl, lah, very mature, capable of deep-thought, even though it seems like you're very playful at times, i can see those qualities within you."I'd agree to a certain extent.
Maturity is within evreyone to a certain extent. How mature one is depends on how they think, act and problem solve. For me, I think deep, I think
ALOT. But How I act, I wouldn't dare say much.
Lately I've been thinking of how others look at me, be it at work, school or when i'm simply just walking down the streets.
I feel, I socialize with people I meet as much as I can because I want them to know that I am there, especially so at work because I feel quite left out in an all-guy's environment. Probably that's why the occassional crazy behaviours.
Some may see me as someone fun to be with in one side of the lamp, some may see me as a pure nutcase in the other.
People are so controversial. They never know what they want, Just like I do. We as humans can barely understand ourselves, let alone another person. What we may know of others may just be the superficial side of them.
Then another question pops into my mind, "
How can one who starts off as a child, who's thoughts and speech are so limited yet so pure, grow up to be someone so complicated?"On a heavier note, attachment's ending next friday, part of me wants to go due to the nature of the job, but the other part of me has already become attached to the people and the children there.
It makes me NOT want to leave =)
Me
I can be quiet
I can be loud
I can be reserved
I can be wild
I hate deception
I hate lies
I hate betrayal
All in all, No matter what happens,
Life still goes on =)
Life is like a puzzle;
Constructed, connected and arranged piece by piece;
Clench the teeth with perseverance;
All the suffering will end eventually;
Song in playing: Nickelback - Far Away
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
