Wednesday, May 9, 2007 / 7:38 PM
"One will never know when it's their time to go, Unless it has already been planned."
It's the second i'm attending this year, both as unexpected. I never knew that within my poly years, I would lose so much. Of course, I know I have gained as well, but never in my wildest dreams would I know that things that actually meant something to me, would be lost so easily.
Heartache, grief and sorrow is what i'm feeling now, with wonder of why things like these happen. Words can never describe exactly how I feel.
But nevertheless, a mark has been etched deep into my mind, heart and soul. A mark that can never be rubbed away so easily just like erasing light pencil marks on paper.
Though I was not very close to you, I mourn for your absence. I feel lost, as all was unexpected. I have noticed the distance in your eyes, if only I had put my own self away and bothered more to care for you. If only I had asked, "How has your day been?", or even if it was a simple "Hello" and a smile.
But, "If only..." is all too late.
Rest in peace, My friend. You will always be in my thoughts, someone etched into my mind. You will never be forgotten.
Me
I can be quiet
I can be loud
I can be reserved
I can be wild
I hate deception
I hate lies
I hate betrayal
All in all, No matter what happens,
Life still goes on =)
Life is like a puzzle;
Constructed, connected and arranged piece by piece;
Clench the teeth with perseverance;
All the suffering will end eventually;
Song in playing: Nickelback - Far Away
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
